Dear Danny / Sue Cabello (Danny's Mom )
Dear Danny,
Oh how I miss you. It's taken me awhile to feel strong enough to read all of the letter on the web site. Your Sister did a wonderfu job. I love her for doing this. I hope she knows how much comfort reading these letters, looking at the pictures, and listening to the music helps me when it's late and hard to find sleep.
Danny, my sweet precious baby boy. No one can know how I feel about you. There's no one in this world that I have ever loved in the same way that I love you. Never have I felt this deep of a connection. I remember so many things. From the time I first felt you move inside me. I remember the exact moment I realized this baby, he loves Me more than he loves anyone else. It's the first time I knew unconditional love. And the first time I loved someone truely unconditionally.
I can't understand how the world can just keep on going. Like you didn't matter. Why hasn;t the world ended, or at least paused? It seems so wrong, so very wrong, that life is going on without you. And still we get up in the morning, we go to work. We do our things. WHY!
I want you back. I miss you. I love you. And listen to this I,I,I. What a sin it is for me to think of I.
It's true you wouldn't want me to be sad, and lonely, and wishing for the pain to end some how. To go away. To stop my guilt. That maybe if....
Maybe if I had loved you more God wouldn't have taken you, Or maybe if I hadn't moved you would still be living with me and you wouldn't have been working that job., So many what if's and so much guilt.
Oh how angry at God I am that he has you and I do not.
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